Because I'm an idiot okay? A big, fucking, idiot.

Can't even do my work let alone finish it ugh someone kill me for my utter stupidity and lack of brain capacity to do anything remotely related to calculations now.

Today was a bad day.
It started off with me being a little late in catching the school bus, and the bus uncle was kinda in a rush so he just hit the gas before I could sit down properly and well, yeah it was just not nice semi-sitting semi-falling onto a seat. Then reached school and did Vectors Tut, managed to finish the last bit of question 5, question 6, and 7a, which is an accomplishment considering how wrath-inducing Vectors is. PE was okay too, did some crazy circuit thing with Sophia but we survived! And ran 10 rounds around the Netball courts ahaha.
Then Chem prac was some crazy shit with quenching and whatever and it was just bad because for the first time ever I got lectured by a teacher for my titration skills. Like, this is what I've been doing for the past 3 years ever since I was taught titration in Sec3, and no other teacher has commented on it so harshly, or even commented on it actually, and I guess it was just a little overwhelming to suddenly get shot in the face. Shall treat it as room for improvement, but I'm going to go with the theory that my Chem tuition teacher tells me: if a student does something wrong, he is not a bad student, he just has a bad teacher. Not that I'm blaming my past Chem teachers for not teaching me the right way to titrate or anything, and I still think there's nothing wrong with my way of titrating things [Like hello results for all my titrations have been more or less accurate for the past three years?!] but ohwell just suck it up. I think I'm still allowed to gripe over this though because I truly do feel rather affronted. Sigh. Deal with it.
Hm, Econs and GP after that was fine though, like Econs we went through the newspaper article thingy and I shall take pride in being able to remember how to draw the kinked demand curve for oligopolies. And GP we did some stuff on Aristotle and his natural formation of states or something like that, and we watched videos on how animals display such forms of grouping and clustering and territorial shiz like that. Anything to do with animals is a plus for me!
Well then had training, where we did intervals. Supposed to do 4 sets of 2 rounds with 2min rest in between, and then a 5min rest before doing another 3 sets. I only made it past the first 3 sets before my ankle died. And I wanted to cry so much right there and then because it's frustrating when the heart is willing but the body is weak. I thought I could keep on going, even though it had started to ache a little during the second set, but I managed to finish, so I went on the third set and everything just went downhill from there and there was so much hate. Then there's the whole fine line between pushing yourself and going overboard. God knows what would have happened to my ankle if I went on with the rest of the sets. I hate my ankle so damned much.
Got to do homework now Chem Tutorial first thing tomorrow morning how fun. Need to draw a graph. Graph graph graph. Hate graphs. He's probably going to criticize my drawing or something. Need to flush out all this pessimism.
Wish everyone could just be happier.

Best part of visiting over CNY is finally seeing my cousin whom I haven't met in probably 2 years. It's pretty special considering that we've had a few family gatherings interspersed over the 2 years, and that I've met my cousins living in New Zealand more times than I've met this particular cousin. [Who happens to live a 10min walk away from RJ by the way.] Basically, it just felt good seeing him again, even if it was just for a short little while.

If my brother and I ever have kids, I would like them to stay as close as possible and not drift apart.

I guess as we grow older, we start seeing the cracks more clearly.

Really don't get why my parents still think that I'm a small kid and that I shouldn't go around meddling in "大人的事情" because the fact that I've noticed and bothered to ask means that I've grown to the point where I think this is important because it concerns my family and hence, I am worried. After all, the number and magnitude of our worries seems to grow with age, does it not?

Rushing out homework right now, pictures from CNY will have to wait.

Don't really like posed photos that much, doesn't show who we really are behind that grin or goofy face.

Trying to stay calm but seriously this is pushing it do you have no sense at all? You as a visitor have no right to invite yourself into my room, rearrange my books and files, and happily lay on my bed. MY. FUCKING. BED. Yes I am anal about things like my personal space and I do not appreciate you invading my room like this, and using the things in my room as though they belong to you. Screw the fact that you're my aunt because I only see you this ONCE a year. Don't treat me like someone you can step on just because you're my relative because if you saw me as your niece and hence, your family, you would make the effort to visit us on weekends. Seeing as you do not, DON'T BOTHER. Ugh I want to throw you out of my room right this instant but it's freaking CNY and I have to respectful and yadda yadda yadda well fine, but mind being respectful to my stuff in return? AND MY SPACE. It's my room, so I would appreciate it if you don't talk so loudly in my room, don't watch your videos at maximum volume in my room, don't bother me in my room, stop kicking my bedstand, PUT BACK MY PHONE CHARGER AFTER YOU REMOVE IT UGHHHHHH WHY DO I HAVE TO CLEAN UP AFTER YOU WHEN YOU INVADED MY PRIVACY.

HOW AM I STILL AWAKE? Gym must have made me high haha adrenalin pumping through my veinsssss woohoo!

Feels good to be back in training again. (: Can't do proper squats with the barbell for nuts but it's okay training the upper body strength is good too. Did the assisted chin-up thingy in the gym and it's so FUN. Omg seriously hahaha if I had time in school I would totally do that. [Unfortunately there is manymany homework including a Math Assignment I just got via email life is awesome. -sarcasm-] Feels a little odd doing the higher intensity stuff, like instead of benchpress now we're doing some fly thing HAHAHA okay forgot what it's called but idk feels harder than benchpress, especially when we're only doing 8kg compared to 20kg for benchpress! Please let my ankle get better quickly I hate shuffling around school in an ankle guard.

Tons of homework to do. I even thought I was actually pretty ahead of the class in terms of tutorial-doing but I guess not. And I quote: "It's not that we are fast, but everyone else is slow." Sounds a little harsh, but that pretty much sums things up. This is our year, our turn, no way out. Hate being so dumb I'd probably get all the work we have done in half the time I'm taking now if I were smarter. Spent like an hour doing Halogen Derivatives SELF-CHECK. Excluding time taken to flip through the notes [which are agonizingly messy and disorganised and DONOTLIKE] which means I probably spent 2 hours. On 8 supposedly easy-peasy questions.

Sigh.

I just hope I don't break down this year. Pleasepleaseplease keep yourself together.

SIMPLE PLAN WAS AWESOME!
A little lag on posting about it but yeah school, homework, blahblahblah. I'm still a little high over finally watching them perform live hehe like they're probably only the second band that I've watched live in my memory. [First one being MCR back in Sec1.]
Being in a moshpit outdoors was a little stuffy haha. Uneven ground, no constant wind/aircon, hot, sticky, sweaty bodies being mooshed up against one another and jumping in time with the music while frantically waving arms and lightsticks around. It was all good.
David was being horny half the time, Pierre was probably half-horny too, crotchgrab -squee- HAHAHA, Summer Paradise's wooden blocks, got splashed by water from the bottle Pierre drank from then flung into the crowd [Not quite as close as Maya's water-spewing moment but at least this time I actually got a couple of droplets hahahaha.], jumped like a maniac, probably not so good for the ankle but right now, my calves and right shoulder hurts more from all the jumping and arm-waving.
It was money well-spent. (:
[Although there were these annoying girls but ah whatever.]

School sucks a lot right now. ): Can't imagine how it'll be like once I get back to training [which is tomorrow yay gymmmm] and end up being a lot more tired than usual, and also having less time to do homework. Which is what I'll probably end up spending CNY doing. 10 months guys, 10 months.

FINISHED THE DAMNED ARENES TUTORIAL BOOYEAH.

Anyway to summarise the past week, Friday was Open House + Homecoming prep with MT where we did a paper mache volcano which was AWESOME. Saturday was FAREWELL! It was fun haha met up with Attan and Yining at Nex to buy food then waited for the rest to come before trooping off to Yining's house, which is super big and nice omg! Love it hahaha. Missing the seniors super a lot now. ): Played Pass the Parcel, which was quite funny hahaha can't believe Attan spat out water. XD Oh and played Taboo too and there was one where Sherly [I think] was trying to get us to say the word "ape" so she described it like "Looks like us!" and Seow shouted out damn confidently "KOREANS!" OMGGGG LAUGHED DAMN MADLY hahaha. Sunday had my twin cousins over and haha had fun just talking with them in my room, because they didn't want to go to my brother's - quote - "stinky room". Aha. I'm not the only one who thinks that. Hmph take that oh-so-deluded brother of mine. They are freaking obssessed with ManCity just saying. Cannot tahanz. Rawr. [Ohwell guess who beat ManCity recently~ Although that was a bad match seriously 1 man down and City could still score wth.] Hm Monday was Homecoming waste time only sighz then had Open House prep for MT and then went to do the Netball booth with Ann and Grace and Yining and after that we just slacked around and played random things hehe. :D Guys are addicted to using our Netballs to shoot, seriously. Open House was sian, since no one really came to the Netball booth, and just did the cheering stuff with MT which was quite coolz haha. Yeah then school started yesterday. Fun, not. Met the new GP teacher he seems quite nice, and he uses rather cheem words and idiom-ish phrases so hopefully that means my vocabulary will somehow expand HAHA. Today, we also met our new Chem teacher and well, he claims to be rather mean and strict, but he seems pretty funny so far, and didn't really scold us for not doing our Arenes Tutorial, so...well, we'll see.

I WANT TO RUN AND EXERCISE AND CLIMB THE STAIRS WITHOUT FEELING PAIN.

Ankle still dead it hurts still hurts I want to bloody run and do gym and play but I can't because of this dead thing attached to my leg why.

Hopefully by this time, I'll have finished all of the following:

• Bio Genetic Variation Tutorial
• Bio Cell Structure MCQ
• Bio Cell and Nuclear Division MCQ
• Bio DNA and Genomics MCQ
• Bio Viruses MCQ
• Bio Respiration MCQ
• Bio Photosynthesis MCQ
• Bio Bacteria MCQ
• Bio Pro&Euk MCQ
• Bio Genetic Variation MCQ
• Bio ICS MCQ
• Bio Holiday Assignment
• Chem Arenes Tutorial
• Chem Halogenoalkanes Tutorial
• Math Differential Equations Tutorial
• Math P&C Tutorial
• Math Tuition Corrections
• Econs KEI Activity 1
• Econs Tuition Essay

I shall not be daunted! HEAR ME ROAR.

[edit]Evidently I am very reluctant to start with Bio.[/edit]
[edit2]Evidently I am going to be unable to finish all these in the next 87minutes. Ohwell.[/edit2]

To be able to think logically from a separate standpoint.

Just what do I want, really?

Funny how your vocabulary seems to expand drastically when you're angry. Huh. It's like the hormones or endorphins and things like that trigger some reaction that opens up some latent portion of your brain which is where all the obscure, rarely-used words are stored and they all just come flooding out.

Thank you beloved right ankle for letting me down for the umpteenth time.

Whatever, just get mad at me for losing a button on the first day of 2012. A small, insignificant little piece of plastic being a good enough reason for you to call me irresponsible. I'm just going to walk away from you everytime you start doing something completely irrational now because there's just no point in arguing with you anymore.

What a wonderful start to the new year. Whoopdeedoo.

Well, okay haven't really done Bio omg. ):
On Thursday I wound up helping my mum with spring cleaning and shifting my bookshelves and we found this dead cockroach behind one of them like omggg. And I managed to get rid of the old books that belonged to my dad and aunt but somehow wound up being in my bookshelves. Need to file my old worksheets too, like those from Sec4 but were still dumped in that space under my bed haha. Then we were going to go to White Sands coz my mum promised me a mani/pedi session but when I found out the price was like around 50bucks I decided against it, and wound up buying 3 bottles of nail polish for 5bucks instead haha. (Y) Then bought some stuff at Cotton On for 60bucks - two button shirts and two tank tops. :D [See Zach, this is how you save money when buying things.] Bought socks too, hee. :3

Friday's training was pretty fun, just played games with NUS the whole time. Didn't have to shoot at all coz I played WA for like the three quarters that I played hehe. And Ama, Xinyi and Parvs came down to train with us too wheee~ :D Well, I would say court stamina got better, but then again I wasn't playing GA so I didn't have to do as much D-movements which I'd say is more tiring. So, yeah. OHWELL.

Had dinner at Nex with Jiaa, Shin, and Banana. It was...eventful hahaha. Ate at Mad Jacks and even though we ordered before Banana came and made her order, Banana still got her food first, and ours still hadn't come for like 40mins? Then we [or rather Jiaa] complained to the staff then we got free dessert hahahaha. (Y) But still so annoying that they lost our receipt how can that happen huhhh. And we played CSI over dinner haha so amusing ohgosh. And psychopathic. I like games like this. XD Then moved to Macs where we could lepak there and just talk a lot, and then Banana spilt a cup of ice lemon tea and Shin managed to get another cup for free HAHAHA. It was nice, just talking to each other and hanging out. [And suanning Jiaa half the time ahahaha.]

NEW YEAR'S EVE OMG.

I WILL FINISH ALL THE OPEN-ENDED BIO SHIZ TOMORROW. I WILL. AND THEN PLOW THROUGH ALL THE MCQS.

1. Bio Genetic Variation Tut
2. Bio online thingy
3. Bio MCQs
4. Econs tuition
5. Chem Arenes
6. Math P&C

Back from Batam! Hahaha yay alliteration. :D
So, left for Harbour Front to take the ferry to some Sekupang place, where the tour guide was there in the bus waiting for us to bring us to Turi Beach Resort. :D Comfy 1 hour bus ride there hehe. Reached at 12ish but check-in time was only at 2! [And there was this super annoying guy who kept complaining about how he wanted a room even though it was 2 hours before check-in time. Can't he just go eat lunch or walk around the resort first? Ugh one of the things that ruined the holiday trip was other Singaporeans.]
Walked around the new wing of the resort [Which we weren't staying in, fortunately/unfortunately.] before heading to the cafe to have lunch! :D Ate carbonara, which wasn't good, at all. ): So disappointed sigh. Went back to the lobby and got the keys to our rooms! And by keys I really mean keys. Not even card keys, but keys like metal keys. And our rooms were like in hut-like houses haha. So we had two rooms, one for my parents and one for me and Zach. And the rooms were quite cool!

Like there were mosquito nettings on the beds!

And the roof was just wood and grass. I'm sure there should be plastic/waterproof stuff somewhere up there too otherwise we'd be dead if it rained.
The only downside to the rooms would be...the lizards. My brother was just petrified of them haha it was quite amusing actually. And they actually provided Baygon for us to kill insects/lizards with! [Darn it should have taken a photo of it hahaha.] But yeah basically my role in our room was lizard chaser-away. Fun.
After that we just slacked in our rooms and watched TV/slept until it was dinnertime. XD Watched Karate Kid and How To Train Your Dragon on HBO hee.
Had dinner at the same cafe place [Actually we just ate at that same place for the entire trip, way to monopolise the tourists' moolah.] and this time I tried their 咸鱼炒饭 which was a lot nicer, and they had the fried prawn thingy which was uber yummy! :D
Went back to the room and my parents crashed there too, and we fell asleep after watching some movie which I can't remember now.

Day 2! Woke up bright and early at 7 [8 in Singapore time haha.] and bathed and had breakfast buffet! WOOHOO. Shoved a gazillion potato wedges down my throat. [Hence, gaining weight, sigh.] After which we decided to walk around the area and headed to the boardwalk, which was mad scary coz there weren't railings and it was just this elevated walkway with waves crashing into the side of it and it sometimes splashed all over the walkway so we could've gotten wet/washed away! And the waves were super strong okay. Walked all the way to some other resort haha like invasion of territory or something, then I think we came to some place with landed property or something like that, before deciding to walk down this other boardwalk which looked more safe coz there weren't giant waves. (Y) But there were more mosquitoes and I had more than 10 mosquito bites by the time we went back to our room. ):
Went to swim after that and the swimming pool water was MEGA FREEZING. No kidding. Not to mention the sea breeze was already super strong. But after a while, we got used to it, and started playing with my dad's special hacky-sack-like-ball which could bounce on the water! Hehehehe then we played like some modified handball thing, where the opposite ends of the pools were the goal mouths and we took turns trying to score "goals" with my brother and I on one team and my dad on the other. My dad is a PRO. 'Nuff said.
After showering, went to play pool! Well actually just my brother and dad played, I suck at pool so I didn't really want to play, while my mum totally didn't want to, so we sat there sipping drinks. [I had a Shirley Temple, I like. :3] I actually wanted to go to the spa and get a mani/pedi, but they include massages in their package which makes it cost $45 for EITHER a mani OR a pedi, and $85 for both, so obviously I decided against it. So, after my dad and bro got sick of pool, we went to stone at the poolside where I started camwhoring with my parents hahahaha. Well hey, we had to pass time since we had to wait for the dinner buffet to start. In the end I just ate fish and chips because if I had the buffet, it would be a waste of money because it was seafood buffet and I don't really like shellfish-related food. Except for prawns.
Headed back to our rooms and my brother crashed early, like at 8ish haha. I continued watching more TV until I crashed at 10plus. When I woke up again, it was just past midnight? And my brother was up watching TV again hahahaha. Watched Salt I think? It was an okay movie, didn't really like the ending. Then my brother fell asleep again hahaha so I stayed up and went to CNA's channel and waited for the sports update, and saw that ManCity drew their match while ManUtd won 5-freaking-0 and celebrated like some weirdo in the room by bouncing on my bed and making it squeak hahahaha. (Y) Then read a bit of The Sacred Book of the Werewolf, which at this point, I'm only reading for the sake of finishing the book. Not really my type of book I guess, coz it requires a whole bunch of background knowledge, particularly on Russian history and its path to its post-Soviet-ness, and there were a lot of references made to random articles/literature which I don't understand [and didn't bother to Google either.] so yeah. But it did broaden my vocabulary quite a bit hahaha so I guess it's not all in vain. [OHMYGOSH I HAVEN'T READ BLOODLINES AHHHHHH.] Then I worked on JoSD. :3 Happy night it was!

Woke up for breakfast on the last day in Batam. ANOTHER BUFFET WHOOOO~ Ate more hashbrowns and ham and drank lotsa orange juice ah life is good. Didn't have much time to do anything else so we just went back to the room and packed our stuff, watched movies [Rapunzel and Spiderman hehehehe Rapunzel is a super good movie second time watching it and it still captivates me so~] and then headed to the lobby to checkout! Which was super fast. Just pass them the keys and collect your deposit then it's done hahaha. Then waited for the tour bus to pick us up and bring us to the jetty, where we got our ferry tickets then went to shop a bit. My brother bought this polo shirt, and he was the only one who bought something. That boy...sigh.
Anyway had a rather unpleasant wait to board the ferry because some annoying people kept cutting queue okay. I was just like damn pissed off already, then this middle-aged dude cut the queue RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. And he had the bloody cheek to turn and look at me, so I stared at him, pointedly, like trying to mentally beam a message to him like "GO BURN IN HELL" or something like that. He stayed in the queue but avoided looking in my direction after that. Annoying assholes. And then when we got onto the ferry, we were lucky to get seats for all four of us that were together. There were people who took up like more seats than necessary by putting their bags on the seat next to them. Bags, okay. Handbags, backpacks, that kind of bag, not the ginormous luggage bag type. I was just mad annoyed at the passengers already lah. Then got this elderly man and his family who boarded the ferry and couldn't find a seat because all the bags were occupying the available seats and he had to sit in the upper deck and it took him eons to climb up the stairs. Sigh.
So yeah headed back to Singapore, with a freaky ferry ride because it rained and the waters were choppy and the ferry was swaying quite violently from side to side! But all is well and we made it back safe and sound. (:

Macritchie training was eventful today. Fallen tree, crazy fast briskwalking angmoh, Dawne and Xinyi's funny sotong-ness, hung out at floorball training for a while, springcleaning my room, found lotsa interesting things, yay cleaner room. (:

So, went out today! :D Supposed to be a proper dickies outing but Anna and Nurul last minute couldn't make it. ): Ohwell no matter we shall always plan another one! Whee~
Met up with Joey at Orchard first coz Twinneh was at Taka shopping hahaha. Arranged to meet her at the fountain and when we got there we were looking around for her and couldn't find her! Until we saw this glam person walk up to us and we were like WHOAAA. -wags eyebrows- HAHAHA. So yeah walked around Taka for a bit before realising we were gonna be late for Sherlock Holmes! Then Twinneh led the way by powerwalking all the way from Taka to Lido which was insane haha she walks mad fast I swear! When we got into the theatre I was sweating HAHA.
Overall the movie was pretty good! The vibe I get from it is like a POTC thing, but more intellectual-ish haha. Does that make sense? And I like how the whole thing ties together right at the end! It's like all those innocuous scenes that take place weren't so innocuous after all. Initially we were all "OMG BAHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNAYE" but in the end we realise what it's true purpose was and we become "OMG I AM MINDBLOWN" at how awesome it was.
Went to Sakae after that, where Angie met up with us, and we talked and ate and laughed at how retarded we all were and yeah, it was just plain old fun times. Wonder if we'll ever get to do something like this again next year. [Well okay after A's maybe haha.] But it was nice. (:
Twinneh wanted to go to A&F after that to check out the store, so we went! On the way though we saw this guy with the CUTEST DOG I'VE EVER SEEN. It was a cute little toy poodle! And well generally I don't like poodles, but this one didn't have its fur shaved in weird ways so it was cute. And brown. AND FURRY OMGGG. And I got to carry it ehehehe. X3 It kept trying to lick my face though haha nearly gave away my first kiss to a little dog. Heh.
Anyway A&F wasn't much. Overpriced stuff, half-naked guy standing at the entrance of the shop for you to take a polaroid with, too bloody dark in there to actually see anything, and there isn't enough space for people to walk around in it. No wonder there's a queue outside lah, the place is too small for a lot of people to go in, even if it's three storeys. Either way the queue is a good way to get people's attention since Singaporeans all quite kiasu got queue will want to queue even if they don't really know what they're queuing up for.
So yup went home after that, and it was a really great day just chilling and having fun with friends and eating a buffet without a care in the world! [But tomorrow got training must make sure I exercise haha. Then again it's the carnival thing so FUNZ woohoo!] Hopefully we get to do something like this again soon, but with full attendance. YOU HEAR ME GUYS? -shakes fist-

Been a busybusy week so far! I find this slightly compelling need to remember what I've been doing this holiday so that I shall feel guilty about not studying as much as I wanted to. HOLIDAYS END IN LIKE LESS THAN 3 WEEKS WTP HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE.
So, Sunday had tuition, which was good and bad at the same time. I DID GOOD FOR MY ESSAYS HEEHEE. 23/25 and 20/25! -feels accomplished- At least labouring at the dining table on Thursday didn't come to naught! But then had to do the A level questions and they were so !@#$%^&* there was one question that required you to talk about scarcity + dd&ss + market failure like wtp how about no. Have to do that question though sigh. On the plus side I'll only be seeing my tuition teacher like, on the 8th hahaha. Can't remember what I did on Sunday afternoon omg. OH. Went to Longbeach at ECP for dinner coz my uncle and aunt and cousins came back from New Zealand hehe. :3
Monday! Went for training at RGS but it was raining so we did physical stuff like 20min run, which wasn't that bad, and a lot of medicine ball stuff which made my arms ache the following day. Oh, and core, which was so bad oh dear lord. Went shopping with my mum and bro after! Silly boy made my mum spend around $450 on him tch. On A|X shirt and belt, and a pair of jeans that cost more than $200 [Although admittedly I would say the material was really good and well, jeans are meant to last really long so it's okay. But seriously why wear jeans in Singapore when it's raining all the time now and it'll just get wet.] and a pair of pointed-toe shoes. The shoes he bought only because my mum got a $10 voucher from buying the jeans and she insisted on using it for something I wanted to buy because I hadn't bought anything [Was looking for a black vest but sigh vests for girls vvv difficult to find and the ones we saw weren't similar to the oneI had in mind.] so I bought a pair of light red Vans hehe. :3 And it cost less than $50 okay wtp is my brother doing.
Mugged at Northpoint with Joey and Angie haha MEGA PRODUCTIVE. Left with 1 question for the Bio tutorial for Genetic Variation hee. Still got a long way to go but hey, PROGRESS!
Today's training was bad. Run at Macritchie, mega bad stitches, wet muddy ground icky gross blech. Badbadbad. Indulged in moments of self-hate after the run. Sigh. Anyway, impromptu decision to go to my uncle's house in Queenstown after training because coincidentally met my mum and brother at White Sands on the way home haha. Played games on their iPad [Seriously they have an iPad.] and watched Bleach with them and ate food. Lots. Of. Food. NO REGRETS.
Going out again tomorrow hehe. Please let there be more sun/wind so clothes can dry running out of non-sports-bras to wear!

WORDS FAIL TO FLOW. -is sad-
On the plus side I had a really fun week hehe. Morning training at RGS, stairs sucked shiz, but ohwell played game, lunch at Pastamania, hot A&F guys teehee. Ultimate boredom on Tuesday, okay not quite, but nothing much. Gym, muscle aches, core, fun, MingMing came back [!!!!], nomz Starbursts hehe. DID TWO ECONS ESSAYS, TWO, finished at 11plus at night, accomplished! Macritchie run, tiring, slopes, hate slopes, didn't stop though, so it's good, core was bad, elbow on rock sigh, movie marathon with Ann-Ann after, One Day and Princess Protection Programme hahaha, fun, dinner with family at Orchard, ate steak WHOAAAA, t'was yummy very muchly. Watched Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol, very good, and funny, RC Christmas celebration, got dragged to play Xmas Bingo wtpz, and then got hit in the face with a mic, and dragged to learn the cha-cha, but ohwell, food was good.
Still behind on POKEDDEX, but I'm starting to do work! Like reading Econs AD/AS notes, and rereading Bio notes, in general haha. Building up to HARDCORE MUGGING FOR A'S. Whoopdeedoo.
My baby cousin is really cute, just saying. :3

So, explain to me how one innocent comment about my brother's room smelling funky evolve into you lecturing me about how if I don't tidy my own room it will be the same? The point is my room doesn't smell like my brother's, so why lecture me when it should be my brother you lecture? Make sense you menopausal woman.
And now you wonder why I'm suddenly not answering you, and scold me for that. Seriously?

I am making a decision to be uber-productive tomorrow! Been spending the past few days being bored to death and that is not good, not good at all. Gotta start doing something about it and well, I guess it's about time we started doing serious business. Hence:

• Finish Econs tuition homework so that I can spend Friday and Saturday being a happy kid
• Do up to-do list for holiday homework
• Catch up with POKEDDEX!! [If there's time after ploughing through Econs. Heh.]

Had gym today, and it feels good. (: I can do bench presses much better now! I think. Had to rest on the 8th rep on the third set, but other than that it was okay! And gotta start doing core stuff at home now sigh sigh sigh couldn't even do rowboat for 30 reps consecutively. On the plus side I was not-dehydrated for once, and actually put on 0.15kg hahaha. Is that even supposed to happen?

No sushi buffet tomorrow, but it's okay next week it is then! :D

Will. You. Stop. Ugh.

All over a bloody loaf of bread just stop already seriously.

Mum needs to stop PMSing on me the moment I wake up. She doesn't start her day well, I don't start my day well, it's not good for anyone in the family. Bet she's menopausal. Pssht.

Anyway I'm super behind time for POKEDDEX but I will catch up eventually! It's just that right now I'm chugging along just fine for JoSD and I just wanna keep going. Like finally, after months of being stuck and having to sluggishly plow along and suddenly it's like some EUREKA moment and everything just flows! It's like freaking cycling uphill, trying to make your way to the top. Sometimes you end up taking a break and stop pedalling, but you forget to put your feet down and you end up sliding back down a couple of metres so you just gotta keep going and resting, going and resting. And finally, finally you reach the top of the hill and you just free-cycle all the way down without much effort.
It's exhilarating, really.

So, sleepover at Joey's house! :D
Took 39 all the way to Yishun Interchange and amazingly it took only half an hour to get to Yishun woohoo life is good. Met Joey at Northpoint then went to buy tickets for Breaking Dawn Part 1 before scurrying back into Northpoint [and avoiding dead, squished cockroach on the way] to buy food to sneak into the theatre, then scurrying back to GV to watch the movie. :3
Well, overall I guess it was pretty okay. Can't say much about it except that the CG/makeup/whatever effects they did to Bella was really, really good. Totally freaked Joey and I out when we saw her being all frail and sickly and there was just no way she could have lost that much weight just for the movie. So yeah. And I'm looking forward to seeing Renesmee! She looked really pretty in the imprinting scene. :D
So after that we had lunch at Pizza Hut and ate and talked a lot, and swatted random flies that kept buzzing around our food, before going to Joey's house! :D Showed Joey the vids of Infinite's Sesame Player and yay SungYeol totally appeals to people okay, just that he doesn't get enough screen time. And yes, SungJong is freaky. ): I also showed her SNSD's HMF videos, where they were at the abandoned school and had to act out scenes haha it was freaky. But Rodin made everything better! :D In turn Joey showed me the WGM couple's battle thing haha omg Adam couple is total win. Loved how JoKwon totally joined all the Sadakos and like...crawled on the floor with them hahaha. And Khuntoria is mad cute ahhh I want a protective guy like that too!
Watched Harry Potter and the Soceror's Stone after that hehe they used to be so cute and adorable and ahhh. And Hermione's hair used to be...very big. And we were like mimicking how people like Snape and Draco Malfoy go "Potter" in that tone of theirs hahaha.
After that we were a bit the gong already so not really in the mood to continue watching the next movie, so we started stoning because there wasn't anything fun to do! Well okay we watched a couple of funny Youtube videos and cute kids, but yeah there isn't much to do online anymore. ):
Had dinner and bathed, and in the end we just played random games like word games. Very intellectual stuff y'know! Like the one called Splitter omg we were going mad because we couldn't solve the puzzles then in the end we mostly anyhow whacked, and kept making encouraging sounds and sweeping motions with our hands to egg the ball to roll into that portal thing HAHAHA. Because it totally works k. Oh, and of course, we camwhored and experimented with the apps on Joey's new phone. ;D

The best one we took hehe. :D With the nice effect!

This one was the one with the neoprint-like stuff I think, that's why we could add in the key image [Hee.] and words.

PIGTAILS WHEEE~

And our favourite fisheye! XD

After that, at about 3plus, we decided we should go to sleep. [Haha sorry Joey for keeping you up like 6 hours after your normal bedtime. :X] AND JOEY HAS A POKEMON BLANKET! Which she let me use. :3

Me being uber-elated to sleep with a Pikachu blanket. :D

So yeah, before we slept we still talked about random stuff, like the movie, and Hunger Games being a movie, and considering reading the book series, but waiting for the movie to come out. And then we talked about VA and HON being made into movies and we both agreed that we cannot visualise Dimitri being hot in the movie, because long hair does not generally translate into hotness for us. [Except for Taemin, but that's coz Taem looks feminine.] And then we tried to remember what was the main events that occurred in each of the books in VA but we couldn't really remember what happened in Frostbite haha. Oh and the best part was we got mad disturbed when we couldn't remember what Lenobia's human horse assistant was called! [Travis Foster.] Had to Google it in the darkness of the room before we could sleep in peace haha.
In the end, we slept at around 4.48am. Hehe. I woke up at almost 11.30 omg. Joey woke up at 10plus haha. But the room we slept in was very cozy! And the curtains are like orangey/pink-ish and that made the light in the room look like it was still early morning so everytime I woke up [twice] I kept thinking I could still sleep for another hour or so HAHA.
Had brunch, then continued with Chamber of Secrets! Hermione's hair got more tamed, Ginny looked mega funny when she saw Harry at her house haha, and yeah. It's really different watching the movies again when you're older, and you've actually gone through the whole series. All the things you never really understood are like finally revealed or something. O_O
After that we were gong again so decided to rest, and watched TV instead haha. Looked through allkpop after that and watched U-KISS' Tick Tack MV [Which has oodles of Kevin in it yay~] and it's pretty good eh. :D Then had dinner, and played Need for Madness which was some Miniclip game I played back in primary school with my brother like omg reliving the good ol' days haha.
So yup, that was it. Movie marathon didn't really go as planned, like haha can't believe we actually thought we could chiong through all 8 movies, but hey, 3 movies in 2 days is a good track record for us jaded people who have shortened attention spans and minds that have been weighed down by the constant need for good grades.

Anyhow, here's POKEDDEX for the 7th!

 Butterfree! :D It's my favourite Bug-type because it was actually useful to me for a while. Kept spamming it against the random Fighting and Grass Pokemon when it learnt Gust hee. :D That, and it's rather easy to draw. Bonus!

Well-spent Monday, if I may say so myself. (: Well duhh spent the whole day with my family, which is how rare seriously. On a weekday too. In the end, instead of brunch, we all missed breakfast and just went for lunch at Tampines instead hahaha. :D
Ate overpriced kopitiam food at T1, seriously don't eat there. The food is mega expensive and not worth your money at all. After that, to allow our food to digest, we went around T1 shopping! Didn't really buy anything but sigh there were clothes I wanted but figured they were way expensive even with the Xmas discounts. Like that vest from Esprit which even after discount was 30bucks freaking hell a vest covers less but costs more than a shirt what sense does this make? Saw this pair of really nice wedges though and considering that I'm not normally attracted to shoes that aren't sneakers...it's saying something. Might have bought it, since it was actually pretty reasonably priced, but after a bit of consideration, I figured I wouldn't have the chance to wear it often enough to make it worth the money. So, no.
In the end my dad was the biggest spender haha. He bought a pair of shoes and 3 pairs of pants and spent like about 300bucks? Oh and we bought chocolates hehe moar mint chocos for meee~ :D

Anyway I'm late for POKEDDEX for 5th so I figured might as well draw 6th as well~

By far the most difficult Pokemon to draw so far. Probably because Swampert has a lot of details in its design and it's all rounded, so no real sharp edges and lines. Hated the limbs the most oh gosh. Its right arm and leg still look deformed to me even though I redrew them like 5 times. ): Ohwell. I'm pretty proud of it's face and its left side so, meh.
Anyway Swampert's my favourite Ground-type Pokemon because it seriously kicks some Pokemon butt. And when you teach it Blizzard it just owns all the Grass-type Pokemon haha. :D Just saying I have a Swampert in my LeafGreen cartridge wheee~

Thought it would be pretty tough to draw Tyranitar but it turned out better than expected! :D The tail still looks weird but I had to draw it pointing up coz I didn't have space for it to be flat down. Ohwell. Initially it looked obese haha but I managed to fix it, so all is well! :D
Well actually even though it's my favourite Rock-type, my current Tyranitar doesn't really have a Rock-type attack. Whoops. If I'm not wrong, it knows Thrash, Earthquake, Crunch and Thunderbolt. Eheh. But still, I love my Tyranitar to bits! And it's level 100 by the way. Muaha.

And yeah my hand after drawing. ):

Gonna be sleeping over at Joey's for one night! Watching Breaking Dawn Part 1 at Northpoint HAHA what on earth am I doing there mans. On the plus side at least I have a direct bus to Yishun! Hee. :D

So, today was mostly spent sleeping ahaha. Woke up at 8.30 to get ready for tuition at 10. And tuition was pretty okay...Finally starting to understand KEI better, and the stuff about AD/AS too. :3 On the down side I have to do essays now because I've been taught the content. Boo. ):
Anyway, after tuition, I had lunch [Awesome beefball spaghetti woohoo! Köttbullar! Which I only recently discovered was pronounced shot-bullar.] before stoning for a while then falling asleep. From 1.30 to 5.30. I have been so productive. HAHA. Yeah anyway the only reason I woke up was coz my dad told me to get ready to go out for dinner. Meh.
It was raining like mad heavily when we left home and we got wet while going to the car, which was like what, 5m away from the sheltered thingy. 5m isn't very far, just saying. Ohwell. And dinner was good! Had nabeyaki udon which was pretty nice, nothing very outstanding, but hey whatever's edible is fine with me.

Saw that DGM came out the moment I got home I was so happehhh! :D And this month's chapter is freaking good okay I am in love~ And it's 34 pages long. Twice that of last month's 17. SEVENTEEN PAGES OKAY LAST MONTH. Not even one page a day! Grr. But it's okay all is forgiven because today's chapter was so omggg! :3
Claymore came out today too and grah cliffhanger but overall okay chapter. It was the cliffhanger that was really "OMG WHAZ GONNA HAPPEN NEXT CHAP?"

Realised I forgot to bathe after coming home and when I came out of the shower I only had about half an hour to draw out Bulbasaur for today's POKEDDEX thing and well, I thought I'd have problems with Bulbasaur since previous attempts to draw it on Nessie's frisbee didn't go too well, but it looks quite alright!

Tadaa! So cute right my Bulbasaur can dance hehe. :D Okay better post this now before clock strikes midnight hee.

Another day spent idling around at home and watching more Youtube videos. And I really can't seem to get the British accent out of my head, especially after spending half my day watching videos from charlieissocoollike, which is actually pretty funny by the way. [AGH BRITISH-SOUNDING VOICE IN MY HEAD STOPZ.] In any case it turned out to be pretty productive anyway, because I finished my Econs tuition homework~ :D And then I found time to draw my third Pokemon for POKEDDEX.

Kinda decided to leave it in sketching rather than the outline coz I'm afraid of ruining it and Charizard is a pain to draw. Especially the head and the tail oh gosh. Claws are getting better though. That's a plus. :D Anyway just saying, Charizard's actually third in line for favourite Flying-type Pokemon. Initially I wanted to draw Pidgeot, but because there's another day reserved for Favourite Bird Pokemon, which is Pidgeot, I was going to draw Tropius. But then there's another day for Favourite Single Stage Pokemon, which was actually Lapras but coz Lapras is my favourite Pokemon to use in-battle, Tropius was the next contender, thus leaving me with Charizard for Flying-type.
Also, the only reason I am posting this on my blog is because my black-and-white juvenile drawings cannot compare to the crazily gifted people doing this on Tumblr and my inferiority complex kicked in. But for the sake of trying new things, and knowing that not as many people read my blog compared to Tumblr where if they type in Pokeddex they'll be able to find my not-as-good drawings, I shall just upload them here. [Just saying, still talking/thinking with a British accent in my headdd.]
I'm rather proud of my Charizard actually.

Anyway, exciting plans for the coming week! [WHERE THERE ARE NO TRAININGS YESSSSSS.]
Gonna have dinner tomorrow coz it's my cousins' birthdays! Yes, cousins as in the plural. And birthdays in the plural too. It's just a birthday dinner thing to celebrate as a family, not that their birthdays are tomorrow. Then Monday my parents have taken a day off so I suspect we'll be having an early morning breakfast brunch together then maybe go shopping or something. Yay~ And Tuesday to Wednesday is SLEEPOVERRR. Okay actually gonna watch Breaking Dawn Part 1 with Joey then go to her house for HP movie marathon. Hopefully. We might just die before we finish the marathon HAHA. Oh and on either Thursday or Friday I'll be going to Ann-Ann's house for another movie marathon hehe. Because we're the only two sad souls who've been going for training and are stuck in Singapore the entire of the December hols. Boo. Ohwell we get to spend quality time together! And the plan is to do weights while watching movies hahaha I'd like to see how that turns out. XD

Okay yup Econs tuition early tomorrow morning better sleep soon! Or not. Heh.

I was feeling mega bored today, despite there being like a gazillion shows that I want to watch, but you know, there must be a certain mood you must have to watch a show. If I'm not in that mood then tendency is I'll think the show is utter crap and stop watching it entirely, which is not good! So. Yeah. Then I spent my day reliving the primary school days where Youtube was everything, and I mean everything. Watched the X Factor, both the UK and USA versions, and laughed at all the weird people who auditioned for the first round hahaha it was mad funny the people who come and actually think they can sing well. It's one thing to be able to hit the right notes, another to hit the right notes strongly and consistently. [Well not that I can sing but that earlier statement carries some truth.]
Funny how during Promos I'd get distracted by anything and everything but now it's like "Oh god everything's such a bore. Sianz." The mind works in such strange ways.
Oh gosh I keep thinking of everything in a British accent because I watched too much of the UK auditions damnit.

Well anyway, to curb my boredom, I decided to do this monthly challenge thing I found. Hehehe. It's on Pokemon so uh, you have been warned?

Well so I'm a day late, and I wound up drawing two pictures! :D

I'm quite proud of myself actually hahaha. And this like curbed my boredom for maybe, 2 hours? Thing was I took less than half an hour to draw Snorlax and like an hour to draw Blaziken. Stupid feathers. And I improvised on its claws haha can't draw the original one for nuts.
Flying type tomorrow not sure if I should draw Pidgeot or Tropius or Wingull haha. And Joey and I were like discussing very intently about the feathers on Pidgey, Pidgeotto and Pidgeot because I got quite annoyed by Blaziken's feathers already haha.
Well yeah k I'm bored again. ):

Yeah k needa get this out of my system before I totally forget it. FIRST DREAM I'VE HAD IN A WHILE. [That I could remember pretty clearly.] So it starts with this strange girl who attempts to break into this school, which is modelled after RJ, but it isn't actually RJ, and in this dreams, schools are actually like different...factions? So like different schools are actually different kinds of people who fight in different ways. So there are summoner-type people, and people who use weapons, and magicians, yeah k. So this girl who tries to break into the RJ-like school is actually a summoner of a golden dragon, and she's carrying her summoner thingy which is like a dagger whose blade is in the shape of a golden dragon, and she manages to break into the school. Thing is, there are like "student guards" who actually patrol the school grounds and so they manage to corner her and so they put her in this confinement room [which looks a lot like the computer labs in school, sans computers] and confiscate her dagger, so she can't summon her dragon.
Next, this other girl comes walking in with this student guard chasing after her saying that she can't see the enemy summoner. But because this girl is apparently the daughter of some dude in the upper echelons of the school authority or something, the student guard can't argue with her so he left her with the enemy-girl, although he probably stayed outside in case anything happened.
So yeah apparently enemy-girl and RJ-girl actually know each other, but not like they're good friends or anything. Probably rivals as I saw it? And so RJ-girl was demanding to know why enemy-girl was there. Her explanation was that the core of her own school/faction/whatever was being weakened by some unknown enemy and was thus sent by her "principal" to steal the energy of the core of other schools/factions to continue to sustain her own school's/faction's core, because without the core, they die, or their powers disappear, or just something really bad happens. She was doing it against her will, because she doesn't believe in stealing some other school's core and that they should just track down the unknown enemy but she couldn't go against the orders of the "principal" so she had no choice. Then enemy-girl tells RJ-girl that she suspects there's some conspiracy amongst the "principals" of all the schools [which I don't remember anymore omg shiz] and that the students should actually band together and like rebel! Naturally, RJ-girl doesn't believe enemy-girl but she also knows that enemy-girl isn't the type to lie and while they're from rival schools, they aren't really enemies per se.
RJ-girl then tries to help enemy-girl escape on the condition that she helps her get back her dagger if she does not steal her school's core. So deal, deal, done. RJ-girl uses the ruse that she needed the dagger for interrogation and gets it from the student guard and enemy-girl uses her dragon to blast a hole through the windows. But right before she leaves, she turns back to where RJ-girl was trying to hold the door closed to stop the student guard from entering the room, and asks RJ-girl to join her in figuring out the conspiracy and stuff like that, so RJ-girl hesitates, then dashes across the room and jumps onto the golden dragon where they fly off into the sky.
[Insert time-skip into future.]
RJ-girl returns to school claiming to have been kidnapped by enemy-girl, but because enemy-girl's school's core finally died, so did enemy-girl, and so she managed to escape. But truth was, enemy-girl didn't die, she merely lost her powers. And they discovered that there really was some conspiracy among the "principals" to secretly have a war where the students would eventually kill one another, leaving the power of the schools' core entirely in the hands of the principals. [Something like that.]
So, RJ-girl then silently spreads the word of the conspiracy and on night, the entire school just rebelled against the authoritative figures of the school who were decked out in like army attire. However, the authoritative figures were more experienced in using the special powers [of summoning, magic, weapons, etc] and RJ dealt with weapons, so the students would flee, or disguise themselves as authoritative figures by wearing army-related stuff. And so it was like one giant game of catching. [Which was pretty amusing actually.]
While the whole rebellion was going on, enemy-girl managed to meet up with RJ-girl and together, they sneaked back into school and into the restricted area which was where the core of the school was, and confronted RJ-girl's dad. Thing was, he was facing away from them and staring at the core of the school [which was just some crystal ball on a pole] while they were questioning him and he totally didn't answer their questions. So RJ-girl got annoyed and stormed up to her dad and he had no face. Like really, no face. It was like totally ripped out of his head so it was gross and bleeding and it was his skull like gory mad shiz. And RJ-girl screamed. And I woke up. Yup.
I think a lot of stuff were definitely school-based, like in RJ. Like the computer labs, and when the students rebelled they were running on the road leading to J8 and the one at the canteen bus-stop. Yeah. So, time for dream-interpretation book!

School - the school or classroom will often appear in dreams when we are relearning how to deal with our own idiosyncrasies, or when we are learning about different ways to deal with authority and feelings of inadequacy. In situations where we are learning new abilities or skills, the image of a school will often surface in dreams. School may also be indicative of how we learn about competitiveness and belonging to groups. Dagger - in dreams, the dagger represents an age-old instrument of a blood-sacrifice. In a woman's dream, the dagger tends to represent her drives or a need to focus on her more masculine side. [Um does this mean more gym? ._.]
Dragon - seen as both frightening and yet manageable, it will represent us in our own untamed nature. We must come to terms with our own passions and chaotic beliefs, and face dangerous conflict to overcome the lower side of our natures and reach our inner resources.
Flying - flying upwards is to be moving towards a more spiritual appreciation of our lives. To dream of flying is to be releasing ourselves from limitations that we may impose on ourselves.
Rebel - we will only rebel if we feel sufficiently strongly about something. For there to be a rebel in our dreams, it suggests that we have allowed that part of ourselves a 'voice'.
Face - when the face is hidden or has no features, it implies that we are hiding our own powers or refusing to accept our own abilities.
Blood - to dream of a violent scene where blood appears indicates that we are being self-destructive in some way.
Skull - a skull in dreams can sometimes represent major changes such as death. To perceive a skull where there should be a head suggests that we are not using our intellectual abilities as well as we might. To be talking to a skull is recognising the need to communicate with those who are lost to us in any way.

So...yeah. Actually a lot of it makes sense. Or maybe it's just me thinking that the stuff makes sense when it's just me linking obscure parts of my life and thoughts to the random ramblings of the book. Ohwell.

Anyway, on Monday there was training! Although it wasn't really tough training since it was just a morning run at ECP with Yining, Ann and Ms Koh hahaha. Like yeah there were only 3 people going for training that morning, how fun! Ran for quite a distance okay, like more than I've ever done in probably half a year. Might have hit 6km, but I wouldn't know because halfway through the markings on the ground that tell you how far you've run just disappeared haha. And omg while running, there was this guy who cycled past me and bloody wolf-whistled at me. Weirdo. ._.
After that mega tiring run, we went to Old Town to have breakfast! Hahaha! Ann and I shared a plate of kaya toast while Yining and Ms Koh ate like proper food, which is what I normally eat for like, lunch? Hahaha. Ms Koh then gave us a lift back to Tanah Merah MRT, where the three of us stoned in front of the map of all the MRT stations in Singapore for 10, 15mins, before we made some impromtu decision to go to Ann's house to play MAHJONGGG. HAHAHAHA. Which was just what we did. Played mahjong for around 4 hours? Haha it was mad funny. We had a break in between to eat though, and we kept digressing by looking for food. Ann's house is like a food heaven I swear. XD Then after we played like 4 rounds, and by that I mean going through the 东南西北 stuff once through, we decided to call it a day and went to use the laptop instead haha. And I showed them ridiculous Korean and Japanese pranks hahaha. Like Sungyeol's prank on Infinite's Sesame Player, and the Japanese mirror ghost ones ahahaha. Then we decided it was time to go home. (: Spontaneous funfunfun hehe.

Today, there was gym training, but only Ann and I were there hahaha omg. 老天爷就是注定我们永远相依为命! XD Hm but it was pretty fun lah haha, especially at the bench press and I was helping Ann to spot. Coz before that we had to some exercises, and mine involved some jumpy thing from side to side and landing on one leg. Really testing my ankle mans. But yeah I was sweating like mad from that so uh...spotting for Ann probably wasn't the most ideal thing to do next HAHAHA. Overall it was a pretty fun gym session though, really cozy with just me, Ann, and Ms Vivienne hahaha! And when Ann and I went to look for Ms Koh after that, we were like discussing what to do for Friday's training since it would most probably just be the two of us again LOL. There were a lot of interesting options hehe.
Slacked around in the canteen with Ann after that coz we were both waiting for our parents to come fetch us. At 7. When gym ended at 4. HAHA. Yeah we're just lazy poks but heyyy we just had gym~ [Excuses, excuses.] Talked about a lot of random stuff, like football and Rooney's hair, and reading Reader's Digest jokes haha.

IT'S DECEMBER ALREADY GUYS DAMNIT TIME PASSES MAD QUICKLY. ):

So, had class outing at ECP yesterday and it was pretty fun, considering the bad weather halfway through.
We were supposed to meet at 10 at Paya Lebar MRT but um, only Kevin and I were on time haha. And to think I totally rushed out of my house thinking that I was going to be late and didn't manage to pack extra clothes to freaking ECP. Whut. But yeah after that Siddeeq and Fadhli came along and after giving calls to people who were supposed to meet up as well, we decided to go first. There was a super funny conversation with Russell haha.

Fadhli: Eh Russell, where are you now?
Russell: Walking to the MRT.
Fadhli: MRT? Which one?
Russell: Pioneer.

We were all just dying at his response LOL. So yeah we took a bus to Rashy's house then waited for him to come down, which took like half an hour. Which I guess was pretty fast considering that he only got out of bed when we called him 10mins into waiting below his block. Tsktsk.
Walked over to Macs then caught up with Ness and Alif who were already there, then went out to a random BBQ pit and slacked! Okay well, Ness and I went to the water after sploshing about in the muddy grass to get to the beach coz it actually rained earlier. Boo. Siddeeq was a boy obssessed with using his camera to take random pictures haha! And then Ness' beach ball accidentally got hit into the waters and it was floating away then Siddeeq went into like chest-deep waters to get it back. WITH HIS CAMERA IN TOW. We were all like "Omg Siddeeq your camera it's going to get wet!" [Funny how we were more worried about his camera than him being in chest-deep water with waves to boot.] But yeah we rescued the beach ball, although Siddeeq got some cut on his foot because of the sharp rocks. ): Went back to lepak at the BBQ pit and then this psycho guy came over to talk to us and asked us questions like what school we were from and stuff like that. We were all just like "Omg ignore ignore ignore." O_O After a while he went away and we were like henggg. Then the Muslim kids had to leave for Friday prayers so we were down to Rashy, Kevin, Ness and me, then Russell came along. Empty-handed. We were all like whuuut. Hahaha.
It started to drizzle a bit after that so we all moved to a shelter. We were headed to the nearest one when we saw that the psycho guy was sitting there so we quickly turned around and chionged to another shelter in the opposite direction hahaha. Then Rashy played his guitar and we sang to random songs, before Kevin and Russell had to leave. So Ness, Rashy and I continued singing to random songs [and maybe annoyed the other people at the shelter too haha oops] while waiting for the rain to stop and for the rest of the people to come. We had awesome shit fun singing to Numb by Linkin Park hahaha then we tried In The End but omg the rap part was damn weird so we gave up. XD
After that the rain let up and yay everyone came! So there was Rashy, Ness, me, Fadhli, Alif, Siddeeq, Farah, Amanda, and Sophia! After a bit more singing Sophia and I decided to go rent bicycles hehe. Siddeeq joined us after that, but he wanted to like cycle the whole of ECP which would be total madness so we told him to go ahead because we wanted to take a relaxing, leisurely cycle haha. Halfway through Amanda joined us coz she was cycling with Rashy and Fadhli then we invited her to come along with us hehe. :D So we cycled and discovered this super fun place with a slope where you can go down damn fast without pedalling and it's just "WHEEEEEEEEE~" -flails arms- HAHA. Then we cycled on and on until we went past like a skate park, and the jetty, and went all the way until some weird part of ECP where we decided to turn around or we wouldn't make it back to the rental shop in time haha. On the way Rashy called us and told us to join Fadhli and him on the jetty, claiming that the view was mad nice. So we did, and it wasn't that nice. [Fadhli stood up and like sorta flexed his arms asking us if the view was nice we were like whut HAHAHA.] So we cycled back then on the way Rashy and Fadhli went to lepak at the food court coz they had another hour to cycle whereas Sophia and I only had 30mins left. On the way we saw Farah cycling with Izhar and apparently Alif and Ness went cycling too so we were like "Omg who's with our bags!" but Siddeeq was there so it's all good.
Returned our bicycles then played MonoDeal, which I still suck at omg do not like. ): AND SOPHIA BULLIED ME WTP KEEP TAKING ALL MY MONEY AND PROPERTY THAT GIRL. Then Marx came so Amanda, Siddeeq, Rashy and Marx played the next round and Siddeeq totally doesn't know how to win the game HAHA. Like if you wanna collect rent from someone, obviously collect from the person with no money so you can get property right! But Siddeeq, with some deeply harboured grudge, went to attack Amanda who totally had the means to pay, instead of Marx, who had zilch money, but lotsa properties. In the end Marx won lah haha we were all like omggg Siddeeq!
After that, we debated over where to go for dinner, like ECP, Tampines, City Hall, Dhoby, etc. In the end we settled everything by ordering pizza at Rashy's place haha. Played Kinect at Rashy's house while waiting for pizza and omg he had the dance one but mad paiseh to do so I didn't. It was funny laughing at everyone else though and haha Rashy is like some pro. Bet he plays it everyday at home or something. XD Then we played the sports one and uh Alif like pwned everyone at the long jump shit HAHA. Freaking world record we were like WOAHHHH. Hahaha. Then Ness broke the world record for discus, until Siddeeq came along and killed her record. XD Then pizza came and we were happy kids eating. :3 Left after taking group pictures and took a bus to Bedok with Sophia, who had a bus home from Tampines. And we were being mega retarded while talking about some cheem stuff like the purpose of our life and if we only had a day left to live what would we do and stuff like that.
And that was class outing. Not very successful considering that only 12 people turned up! And omg our girls attendance is like blech. 5/17 compared to the guys 7/11! Hopefully it'll get better sigh.

Didn't have Chem tuition today yay coz last week my tuition teacher was like "You want to go on a break next week?" so obviously yes I want a break haha. But there's Econs tomorrow sigh. NEED TO DO HOMEWORK NOW.

Sigh I had a feeling that today was going to be a bad day since my mum angsted me in the morning TWICE and then on the way to school the bus went over a curb while turning and my bag totally flew up in the air and slammed damn loudly on the floor and my water bottle went WHEEEEE all the way to the back of the bus ugh.
Econs lecture was mega waste of time I don't really bother paying attention anymore even though I should be but I really need my rest from school okay it's bad enough I haven't stopped my tuition even though Promos are over. [Minus Math.] So I read my book [more on that later] and played with my GameBoy ahahaha Pokemon LeafGreen is WIN. (Y) Oh then halfway another lecturer came to takeover because we finished the case study stuff. And I still don't remember what he talked about. Essays or something or other...
Bio lecture was well, still boring, but at least I sorta understood what was going on despite it being rather dry and having two lectures back-to-back certainly didn't help at all. And it's gonna be really taxing the next few days I'll be in school for Bio and only Bio lectures, including a double Bio lecture on Thursday isn't life just peachy.
Went out for lunch at Mos Burger with Tina after that though, after discussing our plans to spend the 5 hours between end of school and training haha. And then we watched You're The Apple Of My Eye and omg it's such a sweet story ahhh the guy and the girl totally should have gotten together but that wouldn't have made it as impactful. But still they could have chosen a better actor for the girl's groom seriously the first thing that popped into my mind was that he looked like an Asian Mr Bean. Not in the nice way either. But ahhh seriously this just shows that people need to take their chances if they don't wanna have regrets. And after the movie I was just speaking in Chinese a lot haha too easily influenced. I even said some cheem shit like "爱并不复杂，复杂的其实是人" and after that it was rather like "Whoa I said that. In Chinese. CHINESE!" Hahahaha. But omg all the sick parts like the air guitar and the um, gunning with the room-mates, and the learning-English scenes with the neighbour uncle I was just dying in my seat the whole time. XD
Headed back to school and slacked around in the Hodge Lodge after that with Tina and saw Fadhli! Who said he also watched the show, and that he can relate to the male lead. Tina and I were just like exchanging glances and nudging each other and Fadhli totally didn't get it. So we explained to him like, "Oh, so you can relate in the emotional or physical way?" -insert ;; faces- HAHAHA. Mad funny. He meant it in the emotional way just saying haha.
Training was bad. It probably would have been good if I was fitter, but gah totally dying after one round and my breathlessness came back and felt really dizzy like really bad I couldn't even tell Yining properly that I was gonna stop at the bus-stop after one round ugh what is wrong with me someone help. ):
Went to talk to Ama for a while with the rest of them and it felt nice like yay senior and she only has 2 papers left omggg it's going to be over really quickly!
So after that we went our separate ways and I went to the pickup point to wait for my daddy to come fetch me and I continued to read Sins of the Fathers and I'm really amazed at how the author, in one book, can cover different perspectives and actually make it feel like a whole new book everytime she touches on a different perspective. Really! Like for one character you can totally see his self-righteousness shining through his words, his thoughts, his actions. The way the narration is carried out, practically every sentence is punctuated with an "I" to show how much he refers to himself. And then there's another character whose world practically revolves around her husband, but she kinda resents how she's become "His Wife" rather than her own person, since she is perfectly capable of standing her own ground in the society that they mingle in. It's like their own personal voice is truly speaking out from the words in the book. Maybe it's because throughout the book, there are these really strong emotions, sometimes even conflicting ones, and so it's easier to stretch the characters to the very ends and make them so strong in their thoughts and beliefs that it's so easy to feel the difference in even the warmth of their tone. It could just be me, but I think it's pretty rare enough for a book to tell a story, chronologically, from different characters' perspectives, and actually be able to let the reader feel the characters' differently. I didn't feel it this strongly even for My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult. The best buy from Border's clearance sale so far haha.
Yeah okay and my mum basically angsted me all the way home and such is my wonderful day.
Bio at 8 tomorrow life is gooooood. Not.

Not too sure why but I've been sleeping way too much the past few days, like bordering 12 hours of sleep. Which is insane. :/

So, DtW shoot was pretty fun haha there are seriously so many elements to photography that one has to take into account all for that one picture. Like angle of the photo, the background colours, whether there are weird props in the background that mess with the general composition, position of our arms, balls, legs, heads, whether we're evenly spaced out or we should just be a general clump, to smile or not to smile, and of course whether our faces look nice and pretty. After all, no one appreciates having a blown up picture of themselves mid-blink on the walls of the school for all to see. I think our informal picture is really cute, where everyone's all smiley and happy and we're just so Dream Team. Hahahaha. The more formal picture was more tiring to take a good picture of though, because it was in motion. Like a contest for the ball in midair. [I think I grew fatter sigh the jersey damn bloody tighttt.] Initially it was gonna be Cat and Mingming doing the shot I think, but then it became Seow and I jumping for the ball. Our initial shot was actually pretty good, but it couldn't be used coz Seow was smiling [and they can't use pictures where people are smiling?] and I didn't mind it not being used because my mouth was open really wide and unglamly. [What's new?] Hahaha. But after a couple of shots, we got one that looked pretty nice, although Siamese-twin-like. Haha it was quite funny, like we had to move closer to the pole, further from the pole, nearer to the camera, etc. And even change the way we stood and the hands we used to try and get the ball. But it was pretty fun, even with all the sweating ahaha. And after that we took a couple of polaroids with Ann's camera hee. :D
Muchos gracias to Jodimama for taking all the awesome pictures of us being spastic and everything hehe. And all our camwhoring shots with the polaroids. Hee.

So yeah after that I went home and watched MuBank after I bathed, then slept from 7pm to 9am this morning, got up and realised in a panic that I hadn't finished my Chem tuition homework sianz. So that was how I spent my Saturday morning. ): But during tuition my teacher asked me if I wanted a break because I was pretty far ahead of the syllabus. Like other than OrgChem, I think he's not gonna teach me anything else except for the rest of Periodicity? So right now I'm about 85% through the Chem syllabus. (Y) [Although there's that problem about not understanding OrgChem...]

Going to have another birthday dinner later, for my 2nd Uncle omg gonna gain weight from all this food.

TIME TO WATCH ANIME AT LASTTT~